The word “awakening” is used lately so often and as many other expressions for different reasons it has been mystified and labeled. Wrongly I must say.
I will share what these words mean to me. If it resonates with you and helps you… feel free to use it in the best way to serve you. If you think this is stupid and all who are on this path should be locked in an asylum, then I encourage you to look around and try to see. Ain’t you with your old beliefs part of the loud but weaker and weaker minority? Just because we are still silent doesn’t mean that we do not grow in love and light and do our work in the World. Just saying. I write. You read. And then decide for yourself. Because you do know that you can decide for yourself? Right? So… What is the awakening? Spiritual hocuspocus? No. Being recruited by a sect? No. Possessed by the devil? No. Kidnapped by aliens? No. Hypnotized? No. So what is it? Well, is a very simple and yet so difficult step what you do. To choose differently. The choice one makes to listen to its inner voice, to start to question things that it was said and inherited through generations. The choice to be brave to step out from obviously hurtful generational patterns, and start to heal. The choice to think and feel like a whole body-mind-spirit. Watch and bring awareness of the emotions and triggers and change all that is not serving the growth and healing. Is the choice to heal your connection with Mother Earth, and reconnect to God, and acknowledge that all is rooted in love and all is connected. You, your existence are strongly connected to everything. Is a choice to check up on the source of your thoughts and emotions. Are your actions rooted in Love ( Heart ) or rooted in a sort of disguised fear ( Ego ). Is the choice to experience how wonderfully a human can be part of the world without damaging anything around itself. Is a choice to respect your unique and beautiful human body by learning its unique language, loving and keeping it clean from all forms of poison. Is the choice of whom you are allowing to touch you, to be with you, to taste you, with whom you share your energy, and who you let in your very intimate self! It is standing in your power, fully trusting in who you are, being able to see that this is just a short period of your life journey. An episode. That you are a loving immortal soul temporarily incarnated in a human body. Is a beautiful experience and that you are privileged to be here and you should not waste it being trapped in the small and shallow games of the Ego. You are so much more than your Ego. So so much more. And discovering yourself starts with learning to be alone in the silence. Walking in nature without the music plugged in your ears. Being alone with your thoughts without any distraction. Just you. And all the layers of yourself. Silence the Ego…and you will discover the entire Universe within yourself. And that is the moment when you are arriving into this life. Starting with all the struggles of a newborn. It’s You nurturing yourself. Awakening is returning to yourself. Healing yourself. Loving yourself. Remember who you are. And change the Game.
You may ask how does she dare to smile when looking around all you see and hear is misery, fear, insecurity, and anger. You may ask from where she takes the strength to look the dark side in its eyes and say I love you too. You may ask how you hurt and use and turn your back on her again and again, and she still finds the reasons to forgive and understand your pain. Because each time you hurt her, she goes deep within herself and heals that part you were able to trigger, to use, to betray, and there she becomes untouchable. She fills her wounds with light and heals through Love building a shield of softness and kindness becoming stronger each time….and you have no weapons to use against her. Because more fear you produce, extra reasons you give to channel more Light more Love into the World. Tighter the knots are more the Love and Light coded in everyone it is awakening in the hearts. Because the Light is winning the battles. Always.
Egy bölcs orvos azt mondta: A legjobb gyógyszer a világon a szeretet! És mi van, ha nem működik? – kérdezték tőle… Akkor emelni kell a dózist – válaszolta mosolyogva –
A wise physician once said, ‘The best medicine for humans is love.’ Someone asked, ‘What if it doesn’t work?’ He smiled and answered, ‘Increase the dose’.”
Love is. The truth is that Love “is” All. Not a very deep feeling as we said last year. Is not a feeling at all. Love is. Light. Simple. Everything. Love was on an ancient battlefield where the woman warrior spared the life of the Knight after looking in its eyes. Love was on a burning medieval Castle where the conquerer saved the Princess from flames. Love made that woman return to him and their daughter at the end of her journey. Love made him trust and wait, for he knew she will come home. Love was in that boy stealing old bread for his little sister to eat. Love was in all lifetimes where souls had been meeting. For a moment. For some days. For years or a full lifetime. It’s not being Saint, not even witchcraft to choose the good and to tune into a higher frequency. Is an imprint on our souls that makes it all so surreal, but still real. To remember. To sit in a car, on a hot summer day heading to an unknown destination fully trusting the driver. Because you know him. Since forever. And he knows you. From in and out. Pure joy. Love is. The urge to see the other Happy. The urge to show the way how to. And then letting the other walk through its darkness and do its path to find his Light. Love is stepping back, letting go, wishing for its awakening… that it may not come easy or at all. Love is being happy seeing the other happy, even if is with someone else, in a foreign place. The truth is. Simple. Centered in the heart. Of everyone.
…I have loved you For a thousand years I’ll love you for a thousand more…
Heart may break. Unexpectedly. Again. And when this happens your whole world turns out of its corners. Literary all layers of your being are passing through unexplainable grief. And it doesn’t go away until you stop. Stop lying. To everyone and especially to yourself. The heart is smashed, when we are denying for too long the simple fact that it is Loving. It is the easiest collapse ever. Quick and natural detox of all that is not rooted in Love. A clear mirror, showing us that…yes there is Love. And it doesn’t require anything more than to be acknowledged and let it Live. It is Okay to Love. Just be. Love. And go on. Finding peace. In Love.
Szavak, mondatok mélyebb sebet ejtenek mint bármely fegyver. Rég nem írtam. Mármint de, csak nem osztottam meg. Senkivel. Hogyan is zajlik az élet. Milyen is az mikor érzel és tisztán, egyre tisztábban látsz és érzékelsz. Mindent. Mert a gyógyulás azzal jár. Hogy elkezdesz látni és érezni. Ahogy a falakból egyenként elbontod a téglákat úgy bugyognak ki a cellába zárt, furcsa dolgok. Vagyis idegennek tűnő, de valahogy zsigereidben ismert. Minden. Ahogy a Fény átjárja lényed rég elrejtett bugyrait életre kel benned. Minden. Eltűnik a zsibbadtságig fajult kibírokénmindentnyugodtanrugjálbelém. És helyet igényel. Az erő. A sebezhetőség. A bátorság. Az élet. A tudni, emlékezni akarás. A szeretet. Ahogy eltűnik a fátyol, és elkezded élni a valóságot a sebeid szűrői nélkül. Ahogy gyógyulnak a sebek egyre inkább kell a megbocsátást gyakorolni. Önmagadnak. Ahogy a fátyol fellebben, állsz és nézed saját tükörképed és nem érted. Hogy tehetted? Hogy fordulhattál ennyire magad ellen. Miért Engedted? Miért Maradtál? Vakfolt. Aztán csak úgy be be villan egy egy jelenet, egy egy mondat…ami ismétlődő volt. És összezuhansz. Szó szerint kicsúszik a talaj alattad mikor rájössz hol a pokolba voltál, és mennyire elveszett, kétségbeesett és vakon megengedő voltál. Mert jobban “szerettél” mindenki mást, de elfelejtetted hogyan szeresd önmagadat. Behunyod a szemed, csorog szemed sarkából patakokban a könny, ahogy visszamész minden egyes bevillanó emlékhez. Visszamész és megöleled az akkori önmagadat. Szeretettel. Kezedbe veszed régi arcod, saját szemeidbe nézel és kimondod. Szeretlek és megbocsájtok. Mert tudom…mindig szeretetből fakadónak hittem. Mindent. A bántást. És a tűrést is. Mert hittem. Hittem a hazugságnak mellyel sebeim teletraktáltak. Hittem hogy ha jobban szeretek, majd viszont szeret. Hittem hogy amit élek az az igazi nagybetűs Élet, és harcolni kell érte. Foggal körömmel. Hittem. Vakon hittem hogy a szeretetnek fájnia kell. Kiérdemelni kell. Hittem. A sötétségben.
Mert elfelejtettem ki vagyok. Gyógyulni csak a Fényben lehet. A fényt meg választani Kell. Minden egyes pillanatban. Dönteni hogy miben hiszel! Fényben vagy sötétségben? Dönteni kell minden nap. Miben hiszel? Gyógyulni. Szeretni. Fénnyel. Hittel. Szeretettel. Megengedéssel. Elfogadással. Megbocsájtással. Türelemmel. Bátorsággal.
While I hungered the love, the smile, the touch, and longing to hear that voice…I got addicted to the energy of the rejections. Every time I’ve been denied and every beauty we shared has been dimmed with cynicism…that rejection was the fuel I used for growth, to overcome situations. I took the walls you build and use them as bridges to reach a better version of myself, set goals, and fight to achieve them. Every time I was out there in the Arena of feelings and emotions, without armor, willing to share my love, every time standing there offering the purest essence of whom I am… After every lost battle, I collected the pieces of my Love, the ashes of my burned feelings, and used them to be reborn again and again into something better, stronger, wiser, with a Power that is growing infinite through the light and Love that shines from within. Because this is who I am. More darkness you embrace, More light will find its way to grow within me! Pure Love.
Art is limitless. And is meant for triggering. Emotions. Feelings. Thoughts. Provocating our mind to expand, and our senses to feel more. All sorts of things are hidden within us. And those things are asking awareness. An artwork that attracts our attention and makes us feel, is clearly a messenger. A wonderful trigger. But the feeling is in each person different. Paying attention to that feeling is the start of a beautiful self-exploring journey. A journey that leads you to meet yourself ❤ Is the real homecoming❤
I feel it. Unpredictable as always. My heart runs fast, willing to jump out of my chest, riding into your arms….. Every time you allow emotions to grow, I feel it. I feel your blood running wild in your veins. Every time you think of Me. I know it. I feel You.
Hell does not exist. Hell is only in the mind of people. Created by the damaged Ego. Hell is being trapped in fear. Hell is living in the illusion of separation. Hell is being choked by low energies. Hell is that greedy and needy hunger coming from forgetting how to connect to the Source of Love. Hell is a fiction created by few for enslaving the masses through fear. Hell is what One is creating for itself. Hell is forgetting the connection to the higher self, and the ignorance about our wholeness.
Where there is Love, there is Light. And where is light….there Hell does not exist. And light is in everything! With Love. Anna
People usually don’t understand the importance of solitude. If you feel empty and tired of repeated cycles, go somewhere you can be alone. Healing and the beginning of a transformation are not in the noise. Be patient with yourself. While you think you are losing your mind, trust in the feeling that you are finding your soul. To make the right choices in life, you have to get in touch with your soul. In the silence, you hear your truth and know the solution. Learn to stay in the heart core. As Hemingway said “Go all the way with it. Do not back off. For once, go all the goddamn way with what matters.”