All that year I’ve been dreaming and hoping to see him and his band live. I rarely wanted something similar. And most of the time I did gave up on things I wanted. But this time I have promised myself that I’ll do it, and I’ll be there when they come to Budapest. I knew it would be a once-in-a-lifetime experience.
I wouldn’t remember if Facebook doesn’t remind me. Now in the middle of the night, watching the picture, I smile. Memories. All there to remind us how far did we get since certain points. Memories do remind us that we need to be proud of ourselves. Looking back and witnessing how we saved our own lives. Damn that is a pure victory 🙏❤
Chester’s tragedy was one important push. Was one very strong slap, and a big help for me to open my eyes.
To see that I must stop. Whatever I am doing I must stop. I was not happy. My body was not happy. My mind was shrunk and trapped in trying to keep me on the wrong track. My soul was screaming silently for help. And my Angeles desperately trying to save me from myself.
Chester’s tragedy opened my eyes to see my own personal tragedy. To see how much I gave up on who I really am. To see that I am pouring my love, my energy, and my whole life into a black hole. Never enough. Never good. Never balanced. Never happy. Never healthy. Never seen. Never celebrated. Never appreciated. Never listened. Never nourished. Never loved genuinely.
“Come on, drop it, it’s not a tragedy. Is just a concert, there will be many more. They will come back and then we will go. You’ll see……”
The concert I have dreamed about it was two weeks before Chester died.
My name is Anna Konya. I am a Hungarian self-taught artist born in Romania in the Ceausescu regime.
I am a freelance artist and blogger who through my art I would like to express my visions and views on subjects like, love, life, mindfulness, healing, feelings, inner strength, soul and spirituality.
I enjoy traveling, learning about new cultures, curious about people, healing, love and life joy. I am living a challenging and beautiful life journey. Lately, I moved to Tirana, Albania.
Until now my works are mainly drawings made on sketch paper, with felt tip and marker. And I started to do paintings, on canvas, and sketch paper. Back in Hungary in the past few years, I had around 9 exhibitions and nowadays I successfully exposed my works in Tirana and in London along with other great artists.
One of my drawings named "Szimbiózis" had been used for the successful poem book cover "Ambróziák" published in Hungary, by a well-known author H. Gabor Erzsebet.
In my life art had a huge impact, especially some years ago when I was diagnosed with a tumor in my head. I started drawing after I found out about this illness that affected my whole life but definitely fixed my vision.
As a child, I always liked to create, but an unfortunate experience at age 17, made me stop, not being aware that I do have talent, and that I do deny my whole self. This changed shortly after my diagnosis when just by chance one afternoon I started to draw again...and never quit.
In my case, art is all about healing, and expressed feelings. I love teaching people about the importance of free will, sincerity, freedom of art, vision and finding the purpose in life.
For me, drawing represents a vital part of the healing process, and my message is that expressing your feelings through art or writing can have a massive impact on your health and wellbeing.
My purpose in life is to help people on how to express their feelings and to motivate them to go for their dreams, for their passion.
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